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Truth

2009-08-18T01:38:00.005+08:00

Hola people...Wassup at this late night???Aha...Me just finished watching this movie called 'The Last Kiss' at this whee hour but I guess I'm loving it so much and practically think that I've picked up something quite meaningful to myself...Oh well, no doubt that every movie has its own morale story and it just simply the way you seeing it that matters isn't it?Hmm...

So, whats about this movie that I've grown to love so much about...Well well well, its simply nothing more than just the TRUTH word itself...Yeah, thats right...A truth that you will ever gonna tell to yourself, truth to a relationship, truth to your friendship, truth to any of your love ones and many more =) Right, so how many times in life you're telling the truth in any of these cases; doesn't matter its for good or the bad situation? Well, I do know that sometimes we just try to walkaway from the fact or try to come up with some lousy excuses just in turns to get ourselves feel slight better than it supposed to be; yet truth is, we're not totally getting it over or done deal with it...So sadly as what it may sound, we're basically still stepping on the same ground if we don't try to accept the fact that it's happening...

Now thinking back over all these years, I've been living myself miserably and kept complaining about what I have, faced, lived or dealing with...I've never keep the truth to myself and started to take any possible excuses as a reason to recuperate from all the awful part of my life...Thats so a wrong move I've finally know by now...I feel much better living at the moment now than to keep dragging the past into now...

The word LOVE is what people often say but most of the time they don't actually mean it...Well perhaps it don't actually mean a thing as what you feel only matters to you but instead what you do to the people you say you loved, that actually matters the most and its the only thing that counts in terms of love...

Many occasions in life, you can't just try so hard to control it all as life is always gray in the most part and if you insists it always gonna be only the black and white, you are never gonna live happy just about anything...Doesn't matter how tough the situation gonna get, you've got to do what it takes to be happy with your current life and you can't just fail if you never give up on chances...No matter what decision you gonna make for yourself, talk the truth out...As painful as it is, don't be so quick to just walkaway from the problem...People know the truth and they may not like it or want to know about it but they always know...Lie and you will lose just anything you have or you could have lie and pretend nothing happened but isn't that telling the truth is far more important than knowing anything else?

Sometimes, if things doesn't work out the way you want it and you can't go back to how the things were before; why not try to start with something new and stay surprised over how the outcome is going to woo you? How can you not try and say that things are never gonna be alright or just live by with whatever that is it...Righttt?

Nite and have a nice sleep tonight =) hugs

Wedding spree?

2009-08-16T13:12:00.011+08:00

Aha...Ever heard or came across that one day you suddenly realized that everyone around you starting to get MARRIED and it more or less sounded like as though a WEDDING SPREE is going on instead of the shopping spree we girls usually crazed of?Hmm...Teeheehee...Don't get the wrong impression and NO that I'm not going to have one for myself but oh well...With the fact that I also don't have a loving bf now, it seems more of the impossible that I'm gonna doing it alone eh =P Hahaha...Anyway, what I would like to say is that : At the age of early 20's, I'm not quite prepare myself for attending weddings of my own friends YET but now it seems like something sometimes gotta start somewhere isn't it? Hehe...

Hmm...Lets begin with the first wedding that called off from the list of friends that I've known for years...1> Nishath, a classmate of mine during the last 2 years of degree in LUCT from Maldives...Well, quite frankly saying I wasn't that surprise when the picture showed on Facebook cause I've been hearing her before we graduated from the uni...So, the reception was done all in Maldives and now they live happily ever after =) Aye aye...

2> SieKie Ooi, high school classmate of mine in PCGHS whos now happily married and also fully attended to a cute lil babygirl sumore =D Hehehe...See, SEE!!!

Surprise, surprise, surprise...A girl that used to be the chilly willy in class and never even heard of she talking about the guys/bfs during school time is now a busy Mama day in and night out =) Haha...Love does do quite lot of the change in a person's life eh?Hehe...

3> Dorris Choo, yet and again another high school mate from PCGHS that rather got me totally wooted out about seeing her being married to someone she loves...Well, with a slight recall from the senior years in high school and I think I can clearly remember THIS... Aha, I would never imagine once from the 'sengeted' relationship to now STRAIGHT or perhaps I should propositioned that it might actually swing both way sometimes?LOL, alright alright...Sorry, I know I ain't gonna continue this crap but hell yea wishing them happy being married aight =)
4> Niko, yet and again another classmate of mine during the last and final degree year in LUCT from Indonesia...Well, more like the big brother himself (Erm yeah, I mean the 'BIG' also =P) its also about time for him to tie the knot and get settle down...All the best in time bro =)
5> Azrin, classmate again from LUCT whom me and my friend deem he's the only 'man man' type of guy left in the class after all the other opted out =P Hehe...Anyway, I've got the invites to go but seeing at its kind of out town and theres no other classmates going so it stopped me just right there...But hey, HAPPY getting married aight!
6>Nor Ehsan, classmate from LUCT too that once I was kinda close to but she also got me surprised by married to someone that I've never heard of she is dating with!!!LOL...I thought it was gonna be the Chinese guy since =P Anyhow, shes now a happy wife to the happy lucky man right beside her =) Win win situation yea...Hehe...

Oh gosh, by now I should annouced the most SHOCKING and AMAZING one...*drum rolls*
7>Tamanna, classmate of mine during the last and final degree year in LUCT from Bangladesh...Well well well, this girl's wedding is practically an ARRANGED MARRIAGE and therefore comparing to all other whom actually get to know the guy first and then go for long dating until they finally decide to get married; this is something strange and totally far off for me to believe theres actually people still practicing this kind of 'tradition' in the modern world!Haha...The engagement is sometimes now and the reception is gonna be end of the year...So, I'm still staying tuned to the pictures post on Facebook and we all told her to get us surprised with her man =P Lalala...*UPDATED on picture*

Fuyooh, its only mid of the year but already so many in the list...Next coming up would be James (Feb2010) and perhaps TineTine, Jeff, SueHui, YeeBin, ChiauLing and...and...Wow, wow, wow...Calling once, two, three, whos gonna get into the list of planning to get married eh? Inform me aight =P I wanna crash weddings!!!LMAO~

Perfect evening

2009-08-10T22:55:00.009+08:00

Its been a while I haven't treat myself good in any circumstances after God knows why I got so stuck up with someone that doesn't worth a single tear of mine or keep on depressing over the lies now...Oh well, to put that all aside but work was also kind of tight up on the other hand and I had tried my very best over the past weekends spending some quality time hanging out with the colleagues after work...Be it chilling at the bar, singing karaoke, yamcha-ing at winter warmers, shopping, partying or more; I just can't denied that they are simply great friends after working hours for me now =) Gahhh, me love'em lots...Anyway, its been a great time for almost every weekends now...I know I'm not alone at least and whats more than perfect to spend a great evening chilling at the BAR by the BEACH with a bucket of BEERS and most importantly a couple of new FRIENDS all the way from the NETHERLANDS!!!Yeah...Met some great people whom are just as crazy and funny in a whole package =P

Walter . Me . Saikh

Love and craving for the beautiful sunset by the beach, I dragged them both from the next door cafe to this Sunset Bistro, of which I claimed to have more of a relaxing music bar and nice decorated veranda overlooking the perfect spot of the 'Feringghi Beach Sunset' and I'm glad that they both agreed when they finally saw the closed-to-PERFECT sunset of their trip here =)

Come'on, look at the sky...Perfect sunset I've caught even though its a bit cloudy that night =)

Then again, not much of the photos was taken that night cause I wasn't in a good shape (Eh, I mean I'm not feeling well cause coughing kinda bad lah...Ishhh, don't overthinking can? =P Joking joking...) So, to the perfect evening and great people I've spent time with -HUGSSS & KISSESS-

Zombie woobie

2009-07-19T03:01:00.004+08:00

Its 3am in the morning and I still couldn't sleep!!! Sigh, been turning myself into one zombie lately who sleeps damn 'early' at night and wakes up quite 'late' in the morning for work...Oh well, guessed me myself only knows well why is it my life still like this upside down now even though its been more than a month now and I am still trying my very best to get used to this kinda life... Gahhh, nobody borthers anyway...

Hmm...Chilling with some smoothie music now till I finally gets a lil sleepy then gonna hit the bed soon since tomorrow I need to go back to the office for work... Yeah, you heard me right : WORK on a Sunday isn't that awesome enough with the lil pathepic pay I'm getting?!! Sigh... Design work is not a FUN thing to do when theres just too much to do with too lil ideas you have in mind... Geeez!!!

Anyway, just sharing a Chinese song here with you all which it touches me and got me thinking a lot about the past relationships every single time I listened to it...

张惠妹-记得

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

Well, its true that every past relationship leaves a bundle of memories behind and every break up means a time to move on and forward for the better ones... I'm still not too sure how well I'm coping it this time but definitely beliving that time is gonna heals everything that is needed to be and I'm looking forward to see the end results =) Ahah... No pain, no gain BUT I had fallen just too many times enough and to just keeping the slight hope on the other side that the next shall not be as bad as this time around =P

Signing off, Nitey =)

HOMEDEC Exhibition 2009

2009-06-15T16:42:00.013+08:00

Hey guys, wassup!!! Hehehe...Sorry, I've been disappearing too much lately so now I shall be good and give up a lil update about my first ever participation in the Interior Design related exhibition which I had promised to blog about it earlier on...

ARE YOU READY???

Lets get this started on =)

HOMEDEC Exhibition 2009 (Penang) Venue : PISA International Stadium, Penang

Date : 5 - 7 June 2009 Time : 10:00am - 9:00pm

Well well well...Before you all get excited in seeing all the design package I had worked on for so long, let me first introduce the company I'm working for... Tadah~ Its the F.U.K.A Interior Decoration Sdn. Bhd. from Bukit Mertajam, Penang

Yada yada...Laugh as loud as you want to be when pronoucing the name of the company...Its not the F*cker for God sake and it shoud be pronouce nicely in Mandrin as 'foo kah' aight!!! Sheesh...

Next...Lets see what I've got here...Hmm, the overall design of the exhibition booth, shall we? Aha...It was initially 50% of my work done and 50% other was from my boss's idea...Simple, clean and applying those recycle-able materials were our hit for this exhibition but it actually turned out that I've realized MAJORITY of the visitors who came to have a look doesn't even know how to appreciate whats to called DESIGN and they kept asking the same question : You guys DECO and RENOVATE ah??? (Ish, well...Lets just say a 'BIG THANKEW' to that botak Eric Leong for spoiling the Interior Design market...He doesnt even have a design related education background for God sake!!!)

3 days long for the exhibition done and I would say it gave me a strong profile in terms of my portfolio...Though it gave me some really faktap reason to keep staying and working...I would love best to see whats more I can achieve in these 2 months time...Together with the young designer team, we had a final photograph sessions with the 'booth' and see you again next year if I's still working for the firm...

Human size FUKA in front of the smaller signage of FUKA =P

Last but not least to put all that aside, I'm here presenting to you the GRAPHIC work I've done for the exhibition as well =D Hehehe...POWDERFULL leh~~~

5 pieces of 30' x 80' poster

Brochures (fold-up 4 pages front and back), Flyers (fold-half 2 pages front and back 2 versions), Exhibition Folio (40 pages in total), Exhibition Slideshow, Name Tags & Name Card

Just like HEAVEN

2009-05-20T23:59:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps...I'm back for a short lil updates =) Hehehe...Sorry for the long wait as I'm kinda busy these days at work and keep on design, desIGN and MORE DESIGN!!! Yeah, my first ever exhibition booth design and lots of the graphic works will be up in next 2 weeks and I promise I'm gonna reserved this whole event coverage for my beloved readers =)

Anyway, been really tired and moody these days but it also gets me thinking about lots of 'unecessary' stuff especially while I'm driving back and forth to work alone...Sigh...Life is always full with question marks...Why not just let lay down and stay low to relax and listen to this particular song I've got addicted to...

Just Like Heaven
by Katie Melua

Knocking all the way down

2009-05-10T01:39:00.006+08:00

All of a sudden, emo starts striking me back these days and I just can't tell how much I'm missing my babe, TineTine Gan who is in KL now... Tonnes of hugs and kisses to my darling =)

Ney missing our Koala Bear Hugs

Lately, lots of the very 'wistful' thinking has been going on and on around my head and I'm kinda lost track of how to handle the situation already... Its been a while I'm getting this but now it seems like more thinking gets more hurting (Erm, I'm not sure how to exactly draft out this theory BUT it is how I'm actually feeling it right now) Sigh... Life is SICKENING when more and more dramas happened, don't you think so?

Buddy luncheon @ Jack's Place, OneUtama

Well... Afterall I still know life has to move on and on even theres a lot of stepping stones pilling up along the way to trip you down... Likewise or maybe its all another challenge to take, another path to walk across, another end breaching to a new begining...I know I'm always not alone to go through all these and I'm glad that YOU always care... Hugs tight tight... Night people =)

Tak LARAT

2009-05-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

Jeez, I think I'm losing my 'ability' to crap and write non-sense here already =( I mean seriously, like when was the last time you see me post up something NOT related to an event or outing or a gathering or even just simply some food makan-makan post???

Sigh... From last year till now, the accumulated blog post are getting lesser and lesser by each month... What had happened to me actually??? Or is it that my life are THAT boring to even blog about something or what??? Damn... I'm hating it real bad to abandon this blog again and again but I just don't have the urge to keep on writing even though sometimes I typed out something but ended up not publishing it cause I just don't feel like completing the sentence or paragraph of words...

HELP~~~I want back my blogging urge, I want back my 'happening' life just like how I used to live when I was still studying in KL!!! Arghhh~~~

vroom VROOOMMM...

2009-05-04T21:46:00.007+08:00

WOOHOO~~~
I've finally got my lil baby vroom vroom =D

Hehehe... Don't you all agree he is just such a cute lil handsome baby?See see see... He has got nice color, nice skirting, nice bodyline and most importantly, his OWNER also very the NICE too =P ROFLMAO *Ish, damn very the perasan betul* Anyway, I'm pretty sure lots of people around me gonna be surprised by the news and whats more with me having a CAR!!! Hahaha... Yeah, my very own car which I have to fork out my salary every month to pay for the instalments and so as to jaga / feed this cute lil thing!!!

Hehehe... Oh well, its part of life and people do change their mind ONCE in a while =P Hmm... Alrighty then...Signing off -luv my baby-xoxo-hugs-

AWESOME weekend

2009-04-19T00:06:00.013+08:00

~ FULALAH ~

*Lets shake it shake it & move it move it*

Hehehe...For some of you who might not know that I was actually in KL for the last weekend, heres some update for you guys to see and to share =) Huahhh, see see see...I'm such a kind person isn't it? =P *Perasan kao kao*

-Saturday-
Took the 4 pm bus straight down to KL after work which is about 3 pm sharp I left office and head to the station after makan with Mom at somewhere nearby...Stopet bus was freaking late for almost AN HOUR and more annoying drama happened when the 4 hours trip EXTENDED another hour plus due to the heavy rainfall and countless stops at the R&R station for no reason along the way down South...Sigh...Tired and upset with the whole thing, I ended up rushed like a mad woman from Masjid Jamek LRT to KTM Subang and finally got my babe, TineTine Gan fetched me at about 10 pm plus then joined her parents for dinner straight away at Asia Cafe before went home to shower and rest...

Hahaha...Lots of FUN activity was captured before we actually went to bed...YES, you are not blur or neither do I cause we actually stayed home for the night and didn't go anywhere else as what I had planned so...Anyway, it doesn't matter now though we kind of regret about the whole thing later on...Hmm...

-Sunday-Yes...Just like what you are looking the picture above, its SUSHI TIME!!! Oh well, those who know me well enough will know that I'm not a sushi type of person but for having a good gathering sake, I wouldn't mind to just join in the crowd and have some good catching up moment with great food served at Zanmai Sushi, Sunway Pyramid =)
Yeah, its also a birthday bashing time =) Happy birthday to all IDD's March (Eric & Hui Ying) and April (Tammy, Han Pin, Me & Angel) babies...Thanks and big credit goes to Ah Ben for this lovely green tea cheese cake from Zen (a new chain of Secret Recipe)

Okla, less words and more PICTURES time!!!
Every gathering ends with a group photo...Here goes the photo of the day before Eazy and Ben left early while the rest continue to go for a movie later on =)A very FUN weekend I've spent in KL and can't wait for my next trip and more party gathering again this time...HUGS you people, see you when I see you again -XOXO-

I've got HAPPY MAILS on HAPPY DAY

2009-04-09T00:45:00.001+08:00

OMG...OMG...OMG!!!

You know what???

I've got myself a SURPRISING posted mail lying in the mailbox today =D Wheee...

Hehehe...Nah, actually its not IN the mailbox but it was rather being put nicely on my table by my Mom after few days long before this that I've kept rajinly checked at the mailbox from time to time cause someone actually mentioned theres a JUNK mail 'on the way' to my house but in fact there was nothing inside the mailbox everytime I checked =( Gosh, those were really the very very disappointing moment for me in these past few days checking at the mailbox...Sigh *sob sob*

Anyway...Heres what I've got inside the posted mail =D

A 'Happy Bithday' card from SueHui aka my high schoolmates/close friend/buddies who NEVER fail or forget to send me birthday present or a card like this EACH YEAR even long after we've graduated from high school and both of us are locating at different places now...Aww, such a sweetheart isn't she??? ** SueHui darling, thanks a lot for the birthday wishes and card...I know you always care and always there whenever, wherever =) I believe true friendship never die and it will last forever for sure I promise...Do keep in touch even though we both are gonna be busy at work later, aight!!! Love you =hugsss=

Hmm...So, I DID mentioned this blog post is about happy MAILS right??? *point to the blog title*

Hehehe...Oh yeah baby, I've got ANOTHER aka SECOND posted JUNK (I supposed its called the chunky-junky) mail which I've got a lil longer story to tell =) Alright...Now before I get to reveal whats inside the junk mail, lets detour and rewind back a bit about what happened before I actually get my hands on this particular postage...

Well, 2 days ago I've got a notice form from POS Malaysia stating that I've failed to receive my BUNGKUSAN (from then I knew it was really JUNKY!!!) when they delivered and was asked to claim the postage at the nearest post office as soon as possible... Bla bla bla... Discussed with Mom cause knowing the postage its actually from my babe, TineTine Gan and it was intended to be sent upon or before my birthday as my birthday present... So, my Mom actually promised to bring me go claim it on this coming Saturday which is after m y birthday that falls on the Thursday and right before I go down to KL...Hmm, hectic gila but I agreed to wait for it and kept it a surprise...

Then today, Mom took leave for some prayer and still insisted to claim the postage on Saturday BUT she actually lied to me and secretly claimed the postage and self-authorized the letter to allow her to receive the postage on behalf of me and left it on my bed without telling me until later when I finally went into my room for shower then only realized : OMG, I'VE GOT THE JUNK MAIL SAFELY IN MY HOUSE ALREADY =D Wheee!!! Love Mom and LOVE Babygal AhTine EVEN MORE!!!

Hahaha, thats how bad your postage can go if you sent by Pos Malaysia =P Next time please add on more layers of wrapping paper or harder cardboard for the box yea...Hehehe... Ooo...So many things inside the box when I opened up...Okla, I think pictures tell more than words...Lets bring on all the pictures I took gila-gila for =D

And you know what???The nicest picture of the day is definitely gotta be THIS!!!

JENG JENG JENG!!! PRESENT YOU *drum rolls*

A whole beauty leng leng collections from -CG-, my fashion consultant who wants me to be leng leng always =D Hehehe...I LOVE IT ALL SO MUCH DARLING =D ** BabyTine, thanks a lot for your effort and all the nice nice birthday gifts =) This is my first time receiving so many birthday gifts from a person and its by POSTAGE MAIL sumore!!! MUAXXX!!! Love you always and Ney can't wait to see you on this coming Saturday yea =hugs hugs hugs=

And last but not least...

H A P P Y . B I R T H D A Y . T O . - c @ n E y -

Happy Yippie Yay Yay Day

2009-04-06T22:52:00.005+08:00

HOLA~~~*honk honk honk* NEY IS BACK, my blog is coming back ALIVE =) Hehehe...Sorry la peeps, I've been busying for the past few weeks because Bossy Phua Ah Chong had assigned too many projects to poor lil Phua Ah Ney =( Sigh...Working life really SUX big time!!! Shooh shooh...

Anyway, sad stories and emo feelings aside...Now I want to declare that today is officially a Happy Yippie Yay Yay Day for me and everyone =D Yes, you seen it right its TODAY 06/04/2009 ONLY =D Wheee... I am super happy, excited and hyper . psyched over what has been going on this whole day long...Seriously its my day today and I guess theres no word could best describe how I'm feeling deep inside now...Well, perhaps more smiley face icon like these =) X) =D XD explain??? LOL...Ok, this is so very the random sial =P

The clock is clicking and ticking...Counting down the days to my BIG burfday on the 9th April 2009 (THURSDAY) left only 3 more days and its only another 5 more days left till I reunite with my KL babes again =D Fwuahhh...Its damn '2 phats 2 fiuliot' (too fast . too furious) for me to handle it already =P

LETS COME PARTY PEOPLE YELL 'HEY...HAH...HEY...HAHHH!!!'

Hehehe...Sorry, I'm a bit off . abnormal today...Too much ohm for too many good stuff that had happened on me =) I *heart* today =* Muacks!!! Oh, not forgetting to make a dedication shout out here...

- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIC'XUE GAN -

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TIME . TIMING . TIME
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

- MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR-
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Past

2009-03-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

A Lonely September
by Plain White T

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know its not working out
Cause you're all thats on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I know its not the smartest things to do
We just can't seems to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back
Cause I know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back but you did

Work so to say

2009-03-13T22:22:00.006+08:00

Tiring TIRED TIREDDD!!!

OMG...Working is tiring shit can??? I've got so much upcoming projects to do!!! Site inspections in Penang for a continuous period of 3 weeks starting next week, 3D drawings for 3 floors Semi-D house in Penang which are still 1/3 done and also the research studies I'm supposed to proposed to my boss next week!!! Phua Ah Ney is exhausted...Gonna dieee and burried six feet under SOON =(

Sigh...Despite all the busy time, I guess going over to visit those completed project done by the company psyched me up...I mean like UP UP UP =) Hehehe...Well, mainly I think its because of...

THIS

Muahahaha...Yea, I do mean the HAWT BOSS in the picture TOO!!!

*ROFLOL* I never noticed that I actually got him into the picture until I went through all the shots I took and realized that when I start editing =P Muahahaha...Okay la, I now admit this fact in the public k...

- I STALK him when I WORK -

*woot* La la la...Signing off =) Nitey . Bye

Birthday WISH LIST 2009

2009-03-10T20:41:00.019+08:00

Wahaha...Yala, I know its a bit the siao-ness talking about my own personal birthday wish list here (Oh-no-wait, i mean IN the PUBLIC cause blog = open publicity) but heck its MY blog and this is where I crap all I wanted...So, you guys shuddap, don't complain so much and continue READ can? Hehehe...

Horh...I will be feeling damn upset and 'TULAN' if you don't continue reading the post lo =P

*applause applause*

Okay, its another time of the year I'm turning myself OLDer again *sigh countless time* Ok la, to be exact - NEXT month which means the month of APRIL, Thursday the 9th, I'm turning 20 something ++ (Hahaha...A woman's secret weapon is to keep their real age to themselves =P) Hehehe...Acceptable theory la that one, no further argument should be allowed or permitted XDYay!!! Lets just move on and start to make a longgg but clear and wonderful birthday wish list for EVERYONE'S reference just in case you are wondering what to give me as my birthday pressie or surprises =P (Perasan sial!!!) Hehehe...Here it goes : -

1. Ipod Nano Red

Why RED color in particular??? Simple and easy explanation will be : NEY LUV RED =D

2. DKNY watch (code# : NY3837)

Been hoping to get myself one designer's watch since *counting back*...2008...*still counting back*...2006... erm...2004 la i think!!!

3. Nice dinner treat at a VERY nice place....Suggestion of which at the moment I was thinking maybe 7atenine or Jogoya, both in KL...Wahaha (Lebih banyak sekali betul =x)

LOOK at the DRINKS!!! Thats how tempting 7atenine could appeal to you =)

4. Party gile-gile night with my party kakis back in KL XD

Best friends in KL =)

Quattro 4 seasons with new friends =D
Zouk Phuture with Luctians =DMOS & TGIF night with Innit SS Gang =_________=

5. OK, LAST ONE I KEEP TO MYSELF =P If you ever read my mind, you might get a slight idea of what I really want!!! Hohoho...Keep the guessing coming and SURPRISE me!!!

Alrighty then, BIG.HUGE birthday celebrations AWAITS in the month of APRIL which I also have other friends whos bithday falls on 1 (Jes/Parveen/Eric), 6 (Michelle/Edmond), 7 (Tammy), 8 (HanPin), 9 (Myself), 10 (ChenFei), 11 (Venessa) and 20 (Samantha/Ray)

Muahaha...This SOUNDS sooo muchhh FUN, so STAY TUNED!!!

New start for March

2009-03-08T06:05:00.002+08:00

After so long of being jobless and some unbelievable account of interview sessions that come along with a very pathetic drama at here if you haven't heard of it yet or had totally missed out what I had gone through these 2 months...I am proud to announce that I've FINALLY got myself A JOB!!! Yes, I am talking about A JOB here, not the B Job, C Job or D Job, mind your very 'uncultured' mind can? Hehehe...

So...Getting all psyched up and now can I have your cooperation with me and lets gather around and shout out loud the following line of excitement???

Ready...

.1.

..2..

...3...

WOOP...TIEE...DOOO!!!
*Who wants to volunteer on some pom-pom dance please?*

Hehehe...YAY!!! No more jobless, no more feeling worthless and useless staying at home doing nothing anymore...I'm glad to finally promoted myself from 'land-measuring-officer' (aka jobless interior design's graduate who stays home and measuring their own house punya land...LOL!!!) to a real JUNIOR INTERIOR DESIGNER!!!

PhuaChuKang's newly hired staff aka PhuaAhNey *ROFLMAO*

Muahahaha...Don't get jealous of me cause I'm not earning much still and nope, its not in SGD =( BUT its already good enough to get 'promoted' even its like during the shity economy downturn now =P Hehehe...NOW I believe good things do come after all yea *wink*

Hugs people...Stay tuned for more updates yea =)

Getting back on my feet

2009-02-25T04:50:00.007+08:00

Fyuhhh...Wassup all the mid-nighties here in the blogsphere? Hope you guys are having a good time like I do...Aight =)

Hmm...Just finished watching the movie called THE WOMEN staring Meg Ryan, Anna Bening, Debra Messing, Eva Mendes and Jada Pinkett Smith =D Oh yeah, its all about the women this time!!! Hehehe...

So...Whats so great about this movie that keeps me watching all night long even its like freaking EARLY in the morning now *wink* Well, if you are thinking of another similar movie called the SEX AND THE CITY; I can tell you there is actually A LOT of differences between these two great ones =)
[The Women - 2008] talks about friendship, marriage and woman her ownself, which of all things - WHAT A WOMAN WANTS!!! Seriously, I'm loving the part where it shows how woman, at majority cases, can actually caught to be so selfish to other women, helpless when they are in the shoe and persistent when they finally came back to their senses in facing these three things at once =) Oh yeah, this is what we called the WOMEN *do'oh* Hehehe...

At times, women often got relates to the 'most complicated' human being by men but most of the time I find that they rather requires a lot of further explanation about those things they had in mind...Come'on, its the same that applies to both men and women...More often than not when a problem arise, either one of them will always jump into a conclusion of their own and then whats an assumption for that will then cause further conflict between two parties; thus, they started to blame each other for not being understanding =) Simple right?

But as far as I'm concern, no matter how bad a situation can go; we women MUST NOT keep the problems to ourself...Seriously, when the bad time comes, tonnes of irrelevant things can just happen without any reason to pull you down...And doesn't matter for the good or worst sake, share it with someone you know; be it a guy or girl BUT at least a trustworthy friend of yours =) Trust me, you could never feel any better than locking all the thoughts to your own tiny brain =P

Well, lately I kinda find myself tangled-up in these situations when depression starts to root into me...The feeling of JOBLESS sucks big time but no matter how motivated I keep myseld up to face one interview after another, I felt worst when all the hope I aimed for start crashing down...Sad to say but THIS IS LIFE people, learn to accept the cruel fact but never stop yourself from moving forward even when you are like stepping at one same point on the ground =) After all, always remember to keep asking yourself : WHAT DO I WANT???

Knowing what you want, moving towards the goal and thats the only choice to make life better...Be positive, be logical and be persistence while you walking towards it =) Everything gonna be alright cause Bob Marley sang - In every life we have some trouble, when you worry you make it double...Don't worry, be happy =)

Sending =HUGS= to all the bloggers out there whos having some tough time like I do...Cheer up, be happy BUT don't simply marry =P

Lost and losing

2009-02-23T05:16:00.003+08:00

We took chances in life

At once and too many times we tried
As a child we thought
"Oh God, bless us for good"

Life is a gift yet its full of obstacles
Given and taken at turns
Our time just came too soon
And life was over in a flash

The fun we shared
The joy you brought
All just gonna remained as memory
Behind us, between us...

Just for ChristineG

2009-01-20T23:33:00.004+08:00

Counting down...

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

!!! - 21 January 2009 - !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Babygal TineTine =)

Dearest darling lou poh zai - ChristineG,

surprise Surprise SURPRISE!!! Hahaha...I am finally here in your house sitting next to you for your BIG BIG birthday as promised =) Wheee...Happy happy yea =HUGS=

Updates

2008-12-04T15:35:00.005+08:00

HOLA EVERYBODY~~~

Woohoo, I am back again once and for all!!! Wheee... Finally, the exam is over, presentation is over, portfolio submission is over and last but not least STUDIES IS OVER!!! FULALAH~ Can I hear some mooolahhh??? Tsk tsk, very very excited and can't wait to get off from this black ugly shithole aka my uni for 5 years =D Hehe...

Anyway, its been long since I last updated... So many events happened after that and I am still wondering which one to write in first...Perhaps you can help me out a bit by your kind and lovely votes???

Hmm...Alrighty then, heres the list of events that I supposed should be on my blog now but I just couldn't figure out which one to post up first...
- Buddy Party Night @ Scarlet
- Cadbury Chocolate Fair @ Sunway Pyramid
- W.O.W 2, Degree Show for my final presentation/exhibition @ Limkokwing University
- Freedom Party Night @ Poppy
- Tine-Ney Buddy Date @ Jack's Place & Delifrance, One Utama

Vote your choice people... More updates ahead I promise!!! Adios and cheers!!!

Friendship

2008-11-15T05:16:00.009+08:00

Hewoo everyone =)

Yes, I am here again to update my poor lil blog whenever I give myself a big break time...Oh well, its been few days back since I last updated and yes, I am still very VERY BUSY over my final presentation which all the works are still progressing SLOW!!!

Sigh...Been kinda worried these days and as usual, me being awake at wee hours like this, I just can't stop thinking over the time I left in KL =( 12 more days to go till my final yet I am not happy about finishing all this so soon!!! Why??? Well, i guess the answer is pretty simple :

Final presentation = Finished 5 years Degree course = Packing + Leaving KL = Missing my babes = SAD BABYNEY!!!

As much as I need to control my feeling lately about not crying over the farewell for myself, I am gonna define here my very own words of friendship...Perhaps heres the dedication to you all who I call you my friend =) *hugs*

FRIENDSHIP

'A friend in need is friend in deed' - the ever famous friendship quote that means 'someone who needs your help becomes friendly in order to obtain it'...Many times in life, friendship does not mean only a big thing BUT its actually a million or billion small little things that one others had done or gave to you...Well, things a such doesn't always have to cost multi-million dollars or plucking the stars kind of shit to touch your heart or show his or her care for you in defining your friendship with the other person BUT most likely it is the heart and efforts they had put through in lending you a hand or just being there for you to cry on the shoulder that would pretty much meant a lot for what friendship are for...

Okay, it may seems kinda confused now and how do I define a friendship then?
Well, personally I think - A friend, the single soul that dwells in two bodies who often and so frequently comes into you when the whole world has gone out, is one of the nicest things you can have and not to live without in your entire life...True friends are those who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked; laughs at your jokes when they're not even funny at all; sympathizes with your problems when they're actually not so bad; tells you certain things that you don't want to tell yourself and most importantly they accepts you as who you are yet helping you indirectly to be who you should be and do what you should be doing...At times, I always think that friendship mean everything in my life and I am appreciating every single bits of it because, to me, yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end and somewhere in the middle we need friends as our guide to sail the rickety boat safely across the dangerous waters of life...Sometimes some people come into our lives and so quickly he or she goes but some decided to stay for a while yet ended up leaving footprints all over our hearts and we felt never ever the same again after that...Well, you know you have a good friend when there is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future and basically the key to sanity in this totally insane world...
Then and again, life being life - as cruel or tough as it may be, as sweet or loving as it may sound...We human needs friends to live through the years we have and honestly asking yourself : Can you actually live without them???

No, I CAN'T...Seriously, I am thinking of how am I going to suffer when I finally pack up and leaves KL soon...Well, I guess theres always a farewell for everything and 5 years living in KL, I've met tonnes of friends *you know who you are* and you guys had really changed my life from bad to the better...Hugs

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Anyhow, here a lil shout out to my babe...Heres for you sweetie :
If you're alone, I'll be on the net waiting to talk to you...
If you want to cry, I'll always lend you my shoulder *this have to be done over webcam ady*
If you want a big tight tight hug, remember that you always have the dadah as me...
If you need to be happy, remember the Hippo and the Dog song I once made you smile...
But anytime you need a listener to listen to your crap, I promise I'll just be me, the BabyNey =)
Many things to be done, many outings just the both of us...We gonna do this one by one and Ney-lub-Tine *xoxo*
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Putrajaya trip

2008-11-11T00:17:00.023+08:00

Its a beautiful Monday...Its a bright bright sunny day =)

Wheee *Happy mode on - snatched camera - hop into the car - speed off*

Had a road trip with my TineTine babe to our Malaysia ever famous *cough* new intelligent city of the Putrajaya today...Actualy we were there just to teman HuiYing, another classmate of mine to get some floor plans for her Disseartation project next year, which she had already made an appointment with the council of Putrajaya Holdings that is located at the Perbadanan Putrajaya Complex...
Perbadanan Putrajaya Complex - the Malaysian's version of very nice LOFT building which the council itself had won several awards for the special office design and landscaping...Looking at and speaking of the architecture and landscaping itself, I think the country shall input more of these high quality working environment instead of just plotting it at targeted tourists visiting spots like KLCC park and of course a small bit of the Putrajaya / Cyberjaya town...
While waiting for HuiYing to finish off the business with the council, me and my babe just went around the small lil sunken garden situated in between the complex blocks and started our cam-whore session like nobody's business =P Okay okay, now heres the prove of what I meant...

Take one : our 'professional shoot'Take two : my close up...
Take three : me with the flowers

Sick and tired of seeing the vain me yet?

If not, please proceed to the next coming shots...If yes, please click here and you will regret it later =P

For those who decided to continue...Heres the continuation...

Take four : Palace of Justice, the opposite building

Chup!!!Anyone spotted something funny in the picture?

No??? Seriously, TAKE A CLOSER LOOK!!!

Hmm...Okla, I give you a close up snap shot of what I see...There you go...

*BUAT KERJA! in english means DOING WORK!*

So, now everyone knows why people go Putrajaya for and please don't you dare blaming those workers who work in the Palace of Justice if says you call and asked for some information but they never pick up your call or they might just give you a reply : 'SAYA TENGAH BUAT KERJA!!!'

ROFLMAO~ Seriously, I think this could be voted as the funniest slogan ever!!! Gosh, who on earth uses their own tag line as BUAT KERJA??? Jeez!!! Learn how to use your words right, our beloved Malaysia government...

Does age matter in a relationship

2008-11-08T19:56:00.007+08:00

Okay, let me clarify this first before putting this as one of the Neyism theory!!!

FYI : Neyism is my own theory of perceiving things or rather you call it my principle for life...No offend to others mindset and so does I don't mind you guys adding your beloved comments onto it =) Please don't be shy and do feel free to drop down what you think and I promise that I won't tembak or hard feeling with any of your kind information...

So, shall we start discussing about this issue as I am so into the mood to crap about this like NOW???Hmm...Lets see :

Does AGE really matter in a relationship?

Well, I do know that some of you guys out there who might be now or had experienced dating a younger guy / girl or an older man / woman...But I bet there is always this particular question that bothers you before you even get hooked on to someone, which in this case, I guess I shall refer it as what we called the get-to-know-each-other-state that concern of the AGE GAP...

Cameron Diaz & Justin Timberlake (9 years gap) -EX LOVER NOW

From time to time, we do wonder whether is age such a factor in relationships? When does younger than me become too young for me and why is an age gap such a difficult thing to bridge? Well, there are many things someone can try to give themselves a better chance of successful date but what if it was all in vain, as apparently, your too young from day one? And why is it always okay for older men to be with younger women YET older women with younger men is frowned upon socially?

Recently, or rather all these while, I kinda keep thinking about this problem as I always have doubt in dating someone younger than me...Saying about years is a definite but MONTHS too!!! Wth but yeah, I am THAT pain-in-the-ass particular about age matter in a relationship cause I know somehow somewhat I will just can't deal with any of their immature thinking and to my opinion, guys are always like 5 to 10 years late in the maturing process (Oh well, I am not saying it physically but I meant it MENTALLY, you pervert)

Asthon Kutcher & Demi Moore (15 years gap) -STILL LOVING

So when you think age is a not a problem for yourself, look at some of the objections you might heard from friends or family like "You cant be with him, he's far too old for you and yada yada yada..." An age gap has seems to be an extremely popular reason for break ups BUT WHY??? And what hope is there for you if you really fall for someone who might be just too old or indeed too young for you? Sad to say it out loud but society is always the answer as its quite traditional for an older man to be with the younger woman but its never been socially accepted for a younger man to date an older woman. AGREE?

Like if for myself, I always found it very enjoying when I have the company of an older and more sophisticated man with better life experiences who might had just lived a little more harder than those silly young immatured guys who do nothing but just mere gaming or partying their entire life out...The comparison between these two categories of men can be seen once they speak out their mind...

Michael Douglas & Catherine Zeta-Jones (25 years gap) - STILL MARRIED

However, the issues are still often to be as diverse as they may come : the older individual in the relationship may feel the need to 'protect' the younger one; thus, feeling wiser than their partner is and this will somehow cause frustration later on both sides. They may feel as though they're not fully connected to their partner because they are lack of understanding towards how the other feels and in bed, they may not have the stamina that their younger partner possesses (Ahem, its a FACT okay!!!)

Well, it is to be said that age is not something that can be changed or caught up with but what I do know can be changed is people's opinions and beliefs. It might not be traditional, by why cant a man and a woman who love each other be together because of what others may think??? Thats a real life pain-in-the-ass fact for any relationship that any of us should start learning to accept it from now on...

Thank you *clap hands la...Do'oh*

A story to tell

2008-11-06T18:14:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be my short updates...Busy days still on but I just can't help myself doing this...

Ok now, I am going to tell you a story about what happened recently...
That goes on and then the next day...No solutions made but I still kept trying to talk over and definitely keep hoping that everything is gonna be alright...And then...
The moment sucks big time and I just can't help myself not thinking of the things we said we gonna do together after final...Now things are so bad in shape and I really really tawar hati and see no hope in those coming day outings anymore...

Anyway, I've bought you something and I am waiting here patiently for the time to pass it to you though I wished to just messaged you about all this but no...I know its not gonna be the same feeling of excitement anymore and here I don't wished to hear that coming from you...

To be claimed by its owner

I really hope to just mend things right for the old times sake...I am sorry *hugs*

Break time

2008-10-31T14:05:00.005+08:00

Before my blog is dead with all the statistic going downhill, I think its time I post something during my break time...So, here you go I dedicate you all this song by Duffy (Er, I do know her voice kinda annoying but NOT this time ok) Actually this song was recommended by my friend long ago until recently I find myself keep repeating the play whenever I am down with work =P

Warwick Avenue
by Duffy

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you won't stand by the light

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don't think we're okay just because I'm here
You've hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We'll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you the answer, now heres the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I'll tell you baby that we're through

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, Baby, you've hurt me

All the days spent together, I wished for better
But I didn't want the train to come
Now its departed, I'm broken hearted
Seems like we never started

All those days spent together when I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come! Oh oh

You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, Baby, you've hurt me
You don't love me, I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me

Ok, whoever stopped by to read this post...Thanks and lots of hugs yea =*

Afraid of...

2008-10-23T10:35:00.003+08:00

Current status: final project in progress
Work done: 15%, if considering all the stages I supposed to complete by Week 14 (Now its already Week 12)

Well, it might sound a lil bit strange to talk about this topic here but *sigh* lately I kinda find myself having this weird thought and its all about how I got afraid of DEATH (Ei, don't or stop laughing if you are now...Slap you then you know...) Seriously, I am not joking can.

'What if tomorrow comes but I can no longer find myself wake up back to the world anymore...I mean like die and gone just like that?'

Seriously, these days around I think I have the right over my current situation which somewhat dragged me in thinking about this whole thing and as for myself, I also not sure why and what caused me to have this painstaking breathing problem and to make the matter worst, I have been getting chest pain whenever I try to inhale or sit up from a lying down position...*sob sob* BabyNey is dying =(

'What if tomorrow comes and I am lying unconsciously in bed and nobody knows or found out until I am dead?'

Ok, set emo aside...Well, I think (not judging this professionally) one of the possible reason that cause me all this might be the stress and not did I ever mentioned that whenever I have too much of stress over work, my whole body will shakes like how the drug addicts do when they don't or stop taking drugs anymore?

Don't believe huh? Seriousss la...Why la I wanna joke about all this while I personally think its not funny to even joke about...Anyway, this sudden death shit is all what I am really afraid of and seriously if it ever happen to me...Heres some message I want to leave for you people around me (Families, friends, buddies, classmates, my blog readers and so on...)

I love you guys and thanks for everything when I was here in the world to feel your love. Nothing means more than the memories we shared and do take good care of yourself.

Signing off...

OMG is this for REAL???

2008-10-20T04:11:00.012+08:00

Wheee~ I am hyper, I am high BUT one thing I can definitely confirmed with you that I ain't any sohai XD Lol~ wtf...So random sial...Hahaha...Okok, back to the topic Caney...Back to the topic la wey *okok, put my soul back into my body*

omg, I am excited...

*Hallehluyah gesture*

OMG, VERY FUKING HELL YEA DAMN EXCITED ABOUT THE MEET UP IS THIS WEEK!!!

Tralalala...Yay, no more saying its next week anymore...No more saying its not possible cause we all do know that ticket bought ady and everything has planned accordingly...Accommodation provided, party and meet up all scheduled!!! WOW~ I can hardly believe myself that this thing is gonna happen for REAL!!! Fwah~ *day-dreaming and syok sendiri*

Ngek ngek ngek...Wondering what the hell I was crapping about??? Nah...

Lol~ Ever seen such crowded MSN chat conference thingy before??? Hehehe...Oh well, I bet normal people *repeat NORMAL people* don't actually do this unless its a big gathering shit with all your old high school friends or uni-mates...Blah~ I know I am all right about it and you definitely don't need to hide yourself from the fact that we people are simply DIFFERENT than you guy =P Ngeh, whatodo~

Hmm...While I keep saying that we are so SO much different than you guys... Let me clarified this clearly : All the people that we are gonna meet up for real this week, are those we actually never seen before but virtualy, so to say, we are one huge rojak family / siao-siao friends / bitchy gang / kawan-kawan yang asyik lim-pah & lam-pah *ROFLMFAO* wtf...

Anyway, you know la...We often hear people say that 3 women is equivalent to 1 pasar but I guess this coming Sunday's meet up its gonna be like gazillion gigantic pasar which need countless sound-proof acoustic barriers to reduce the gawdamn noise!!! Lol~ Seriously...This huge arranged speed 'dating' cum real life MSN chat- conference cum dunno-what (you may continue as you like) is gonna make hell a lot to hoo-haah at where we planned it to be *smirk*So, being part of the host for this meet up...What do I expect??? Oh man, I can go on forever and ever until the sun shine and set and shine again but I will probably still be talking about my expectations here...Lol~ wtf...Ok, I exagragrate a bit liao BUT the truth is - THIS COMING WEEK IS GONNA BE A LOT OF FUN TO LOOK FORWARD MEH!!! Muahaha...Imagine, talking machine times many many more crazy talking machinesss *shake heads and hands up surrender* Wooptiedoo~

Ok la, I shall keep that expectations to myself a bit...Scared later I expect too much pulak ended up with nothing *choi~ touch wood* Nah, I am just saying...So yeah, there you go...

Babes, dudes, gayism partners, lesbino girlfriends,
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS WEY!!!

Updates:
FYI, this meet up is a whole bunch of blogger friends meet up...NOT organized by Nuffnang nor anybody BUT a whole bunch of close friends we meet here in blogsphere...Thank you for reading and sorry to say that no more invites shall be distributed to anyone anymore.

The Kurve by Karim Rashid

2008-10-18T03:21:00.016+08:00

Hola everyone~ *tsk tsk*

Hmm...While I am still suffering to finish up my final design project, let me relieve myself a bit of the stress by blogging something related to the Interior Designing field perhaps? Hehe...This is my very first try of blogging about something design-related and hopefully I've got all the information right for you guys yea =)

The Kurve, New York

Facade entrance

Okay...So, speaking of the Kurve (NOT the Curve in Malaysia...) *smack head* Its actually a kaleidoscopic undulating non-stop restaurant which definitely has their very strong identities to stand out in places like the New York city.

The ovaloid-shaped windows

The Kurve's experience takes the diners to another world for an evening as the ovaloid-shaped windows, white glass communal table, ceiling-to-floor amorphous bar, sinuous walls and booths, soft organic lounge chairs and finally, the curve patterned floors are all engulfed the guests to dine in such hyper visual atmosphere.

Ceiling-to-floor amorphous bar

Sinuous walls and booths

Amongst all, I personally think that the most interesting part about this restaurant is actually how the design of such curvilinear space being juxtaposed by the angular high gloss white Poly chairs. As you can see, even the custom printed wallpaper that wraps around the restaurant's walls have become a large mural that change not only in colors and forms but to a certain extent in blurring the borders of graphic design, art, and architecture.

Soft organic lounge chairs

Curve patterned floors

However, as the graphic continues through to the glass walls of the sidewalk veranda with its large curved glass corners, the space is now offering a more wide open view to the city with lots of fashionable activities going on along the streets.

The sketch of the Designer before turning into real proper plan

The proper floor plan of the Kurve, New York

The Kurve, New York made its debut with a characteristically splashy Karim Rashid's design and a menu that combines both Eastern and Western ingredients and techniques to woo and satisfied the hungry diners around the world.

The designer, Karim Rashid

Full stop

2008-10-15T17:34:00.005+08:00

Mind you my lovely readers, its gonna be another super emo post again this time but I guess after all I should feel happy for myself that I had finally discovered what I want and this is like something that I had been so lost to decide either to go ahead or just stopping at where I was and rewind back the good old time...

Haihhh...Countless hug need =(

Well, yeah...Life in KL has been a bitch and lots of up and down I had already put myself through without you these days...Somehow somewhat it just gave me so much of the mixed feeling towards you and at some point I am really kinda like lost of what I should do already...I'm missing you so bad but at same time I just don't feel anything when you responded back...Is this what you people call the end of loving someone? Nah, I don't have anything to comment now...You may say whatever you like...

Anyway, no doubt that I still think the week back at Penang was something so memorable to me but I guess until now you still haven't gotten any slight idea of how much you meant to me right??? *laugh at myself* The usual typical and ironic of your man-ego shit...Ahhh, I am tired and exhausted to put up with all this already...

Time passed, people changed and now I guess we had already grew to be more rational in looking over this whole scenario then...I know I crushed and fell deep deep for you but I guess the feeling I had back then has now got to put a full stop to it...Just a plain simple FULL STOP will do and I shall not feel regret or heavy-hearty to move on after today...

Yes, I do know that I wanted you badly in heart but I guess its just not the right timing now to pick up and carry on from where we left...I couldn't see myself in sacrificing all the future plans I had in mind and this has eventually got A LOTTT of things to give up on (Well, not to even mentioned about my dream of working oversea) if I chose to go back at step one...I am sorry for not wanting you back but now I'm just tying to be who I wanted to be...

Hmm...One sad love story here you may say but I know I shall love myself more than anything else...No one can say who cannot live without who but its just simple not easy and God-damn-hard...Bleeding love it is cause I know relationship matters can never come easy but I am glad and grateful that it was a lot of memories between us =)

Anyway, finish emo here already...Me first credit goes to Josh *hugs* and really thank you so much for the lovely recommended song, I Wanted You by INA...Should share more of your 'pondan' songs with me okay? LOL~ Me second credit goes to TineTine and MinMin *group hugs* Thank you girls so much for listening and being there always whenever I need your shoulder to cry on...Lub u babes 9 9...

Okay, long night to go till I finished assignment...Signning off with love~

Craving for love

2008-10-14T18:14:00.018+08:00

BabyNey needs love, crave for love, wanting to be loved!!!

Arghhh...The roller-coaster ride has been going all the way downhill lately and serious-shit not to even mentioned about the work load aka the final design project I have to deal with now in this 'very happening' October month until the end of next November month!!! *hit my head to the wall*

Sigh...BabyNey is so desperately craving for love to help her get through all these sucky-mucky emo days *sobs* Huggies me anyone??? Many muchie muchie love are needed so badly to cheer up my down down days now...Whats there to help and whos there for me to lean on??? *stares blank and wonder*

Okay, before everyone starts jumping into the wrong conclusion...How about the idea of letting me reveal you the truth now *wink* Hehe...Seriously, you can click to navigate away from here if you don't feel like knowing all about it heh??? Eleh, not la me want to be perasan nor seeking attention from you guys because I-know-damn-well telling people what about myself are simply a bit of the very much tebal-muke and tak-tau-malu but...Well...I'm just simply writting down my own online journal / diary or whatever you call it la...DO'OH!!! Hahaha...

So okay, back to the main topic again =) Among the many many things or activities I love...I guess the only one simple and not very expensive thing that could make me feel like being in loved, crazy for love, dangerously loving love and love love loved after all is *drum rolls*

Hehehe...Yes, you see it right here!!! With any single piece of the ever-famous GuyLian chocolates, me love will overflow with many many small heart-shape bubbles wey!!! LOL~ Okay, thats a very random phrase and do ignore that part =P

The famous ogirinal seashells chocolates -TRIED-
(I know it spelled original but thats my way of saying can)

Hmm...So why GuyLian and not other chocolate brands you might asked...Okay, I am just gonna keep the explanation clean and simple as it is because the whole creation of this chocolate brand is actually based on the love story of the founder, Guy Foubert who so ever lovely and sweet to name the company after himself and the wifey, Liliane...So there you go, Guy and Lian = LOVE!!! *OMG*

The assortment collection of Opus -TRIED-

The irresistible La Trufflina -TRIED-
(MY FAVORITE!!!)

GuyLian, pronounce the Guy in French/Belgium as Geee/Jeee and Lian in Malaysian engrish as Lian??? LOL *cough* Anyway, I find many people couldn't say the brand right and I guessed the one I explained above should be the right way of calling it but not Guy as in gentleman and Lian as in ah-Lian =P Well, maybe it would sound more damn freaking funny if that could be the case for real...Hahaha...

The different flavors of Solitaire -TRIED-

The not-so-easy-to-get-in-Malaysia Twistwraps -TRIED-

So again, who got me so addicted to this lovely piece of sweet??? Hint : Think think T...T... =) LOL~ Cannot guess??? Iya, no more wondering around already cause its my buddy TineTine Gan!!! *countless hugs* Hehe...Babe, thanks for sharing with me all your GuyLian series given by *ehem* Hehehe...Spread the love and sharing is caring ma =D *lub you, muahhh*

Praline seashells chocolate bar -NOT yet try-

Praline Cream Liqueur -NOT yet try-

Hmm...Everything were so nicely said but then again one sad thing I learned about GuyLian chocolate is that they are very susah-nak-dapat and somemore and somewhat highly PRICED in Malaysia's market!!! *sobs* How la BabyNey wanna get love from this sweet sweet lovely piece??? *merajuk* Anyone going to shop at the airport's DutyFree or Belgium or even better if you owned the freaking distributer lisence for GuyLian chocolates to be imported into Malaysia??? Yea, ANYONE???

Belgium Classic -NOT yet own-

Les Exclusives -NOT yet own-

Le Gourmet -NOT yet own-

Haihhh...When can I get all the love above that I've never gotten yet??? Now I am only left with the very last piece of GuyLian Twistwraps in truffle filling =( *sobs* Okla, among all the above...

I ONLY WANT THIS!!!

Valentine I-Lub-U Praline -NOT yet own-

Specially dedicated to my babe, Nadine Ann Thomas

2008-10-11T10:46:00.015+08:00

Sweetie, if you ever have the chance to drop by and are infact reading at this post...Its a special dedication for you and only okay =* Love you much darling *hug tight tight not letting go* Babe, must promise to keep in touch no matter what yea!!! Aww...Few hours went passed since you left, I am starting to miss you already =(#Recap#
Met her at KLIA this morning...She is leaving to London for a year's exchange in our London campus...Nope, I don't have any picture for this last meet up because I was too smart to just bring the camera BUT without the battery *sob sob...feel sorry to myself now* Anyway, had our very last gossip session at McD and finally I've got to meet up with her family after so long (3 years not meeting them its a VERY LONG time to me cause we used to be so close and its kind of frequent I slept over at her place back then...) So yea, she was very steady when comes to boarding the departure gate and didn't cry at all but me and another close friend of hers, Rachael were holding our tears because first, we both don't want to malu-fied-kan ourselves in public and second, watching her parents and sister dropping tears, we know we are nothing compare to them...SAD right =( I know-damn-right...Sigh...Now that I am crying so bad writing this post, I just want to really recall back how our wonderful past 5 years has been like...

- 2004 Semester 1 & 2 -The very begining of our friendship...In the same gang with few more others namely Finna (Indon), Suzanna (Chindian) and Ian (Chinese banana)...LOL...What an International yet Malaysianized gang we are back then and I guessed thats how I've picked up my english in Limkokwing though...Oh by the way, she herself is one Chindian also and that makes our group the famous 4 Chinese 1 Indian gang as according to our lecturer =D So relatively, we were like sisters-brother and got really close to each other only after the 5ft x 5ft Psychedelic project which carried so much of the unforgetable memory in everyone of us until now...
- 2005 Semester 3 & 4 -Second year into college, our friendship boomed like the mushrooms after rain falls...Lots of hanging out session at the Wings Coffee and Fitofly in uni and one of our most favorite thing to do back then - slumber and chill BUT not doing assignments at all =D Haha...Oh well, young and not thinking serious mah~ So other than all the happy moments we shared, I have to also admit that this was a VERY BAD year which it caught us into so many (Erm, perhaps to say countless is more accurate) arguing sessions but luckily we settled things talks after talk and pulled through everything and remained so close until now...

- 2006 Semester 5 & 6 -Last year of Diploma, you've changed course and I am happy for what you are going into now...Due to the change of faculty and different classes, our hangout time had cut less and also everyone were too busy with their own thing...Then, we started to slowly grow apart from each other but luckily no matter when or where we are gathered together, theres never been a gap of don't know what to say...We have got so much to tell, so much to catch up and I am thankful for the concern you gave all the while even we are not seeing each other often...

- 2007 Semester 7 & 8 -
My first degree year, your don't know what year into the Mass Communication course...Sigh, I know the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger...I had tried my best to keep in touch and text you whenever I can...Good thing that the uni is still our very common hang out and get together place...Thanks for coming to my 21st birthday celebration and no doubt celebrating this big day with you guys meant so much to me...Horror came when Suz left to London later and left only you and me in uni...Yea, you are my only babe left in uni and this kind of study life sucks =(
- 2008 Semester 9 & 10 -The final decision of yours to go London for the exchange...Indeed it was a very sudden and totally unexpected decision coming from you...All the talkings and catch up session we had these days made me realized I had missed out the biggest part of your life...The touching message you sent are still locked and safely stored in my phone...To quote you too : I know we have grown apart and we're not as close as we used to be...I'm sorry I haven't been there for you during your hard times but thank you for being there for me and I promise whatever you need I am here for you...Love you darling...

Babe...You are the person who see me changed, the person who watched me do my nose piercing (Erm, live show!!!), the person who has always been there when I am down, the person who cheer up the whole gang during stress time, the person who always got tonnes of story to tell, the person who really cares and meant so much to me!!! Gosh...Its really making me sad that I cant have you attend at my graduation end of this year but I know deep down that you leave for good...I know all this and I really know...Well, lets hope someday somehow we will unite together again for good sake eh? Or maybe, I shall start working my way up to meet you guys in London instead huh? Hmm...Anyway, its a long post for today ady and I think I shall put a full stop to this...Please take good care of yourself (Not to mentioned that you're sick puppy now~) in London and remember to miss me okay...Many many hugs and kisses to you from Malaysia...

Love,
-c@nEy-

I’m Going Silent this Halloween with Nokia XpressMusic

2008-10-09T22:04:00.010+08:00

Psst...Psst!!!

Shh...You guys heard something???

No???Sure or not...

Eh, eh...Got leh, I'm still hearing something lar!!!OMG...

Shh...Eh, you quiet and listen again...Can hear people whispering around leh...

*ehem* Tadaahhh!!!

Its the Nuffnang Halloween party babeh...Yeah, you heard me right, Nuffnang is organizing SILENT HALLOWEEN party at the Borneo Baruk Club at KL this year around...Well, if you are not a Nuffnanger, too bad you can't join unless your blogger friend who is a Nuffnanger might be kind enough to give you the tickets to the party if he/she gets the tickets lor...All this is because hor, the party are solely by INVITATION ONLY =D (Gosh, why am I sound like a bimbo here...Jeez!!!)
Grand Prize (Male/Female)
a.k.a The You-Made-Us-Pee-Our-Pants Award
1x Nokia 5320 XpressMusic phone with Bluetooth headset and 5 Universal Music CDs
Runner Up (Male/Female)
a.k.a The I-Want-My-Mommy Award
1x Nokia 5220 XpressMusic phone with Bluetooth headset and 5 Universal Music CDs
Best Silent Dancer Prize
Grand Prize
a.k.a The I-Dance-To-My-Own-Tune Award
1x Nokia 5320 XpressMusic phone with Bluetooth headset and 5 Universal Music CDs
Runner Up
a.k.a The I’m-Number-2 Award
1x Nokia 5220 XpressMusic phone with Bluetooth headset and 5 Universal Music CDs
Best N-Gage Player Prize
a.k.a The I’m-Good-With-My-Fingers Award
1x Nokia 5220 XpressMusic phone with Bluetooth headset, 5 N-Gage by Nokia games and 5 Universal Music CDs
Wildcard
a.k.a The Lucky Draw
25 random lucky guests Nokia goodies for no reason at all
Best Post-event Post a.k.a The Ultimate Blogger Prize
a.k.a The Most-Rocking-Blogger-Out-There! Award
1x Nokia N96 with Bluetooth music speaker, wireless headset, 5 N-Gage by Nokia games and 10 Universal Music CDs

Anyway, cool prizes as mentioned above are to be giving away weh...How COOL is that huh...Halloween night you don't stay at home this year...If you are those lucky one who got selected, you not only get to go party BUT meet new people aka the bloggers, win prizes and ENJOY HALLOWEEN NIGHT SILENTLY~ (Erm...I still can't figure out how is party gonna be like without any loud blasted music but heck plugging in your own headphones and actually enjoying it is something different that I would definitely want to give a try)

Hmm...So the question now is what Halloween celebrities should I dress up then???

Think think think...

The scary dead BabyNey in torn dress?

OR...

The female version of the JOKER!!!

*Pardon you hor, all these photos of mine are self-timer-portraits and self-make-up lo =P Never know I've got such brilliant hidden talent asides interior designing XD Hehehe...Proud of myself, wheee!!!* So don't wait, you guys can start voting now and let me see hows the outcome IF I ever get the chance to win the tickets to go party silently with all Nuffnangers this Halloween...

Last but not least...

TRICK OR TREAT???

My oohlala first time

2008-10-05T20:47:00.009+08:00

Ehem~ Don't think sengeted la you pervert...Its just another blog updates for you people...
Anyway, this is actually my very first time of doing print ads design for someone hor...Hmm...He said its gonna come out in some ~~bigshot~~ magazine...So, don't wait ady...You guys can start commenting now before he even sees it...Hehe...See, me so kind to you all...LOL~

Well well, I know what you guys thinking but yes, NO MONEY received this time...Don't ask me for treat ok? Bla bla bla...

Oh yea, yesterday night actually had a lot to blog about but too bad I didn't have any picture about it so I decided to not post anything in the public then =)

Okie, do comment about what you think!!! Me wanna upgrade me design standard leh...Pweaseeee~

The One Night Only

2008-10-02T22:37:00.011+08:00

Fuulalah~ Me love MOS, ME LOVE MOS =D

Hehe...So, thats practically how I celebrated my Raya holidays this year around...Oh yea, before I forgot...SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE~

Well, as you can see, I was celebrating the one night only with no other else but my TineTine babe and her friend, Ray who happened to be our SugarDaddy of the day =)

Hmm...The night out wasn't really planned though...It was rather a last minute call and I was so bad to even canceled the initial plan with James to go down all the way to the Space at Asian Heritage Row...Haihhh, Ney feel really bad to him after all...So, the very last minute plan was on and we didn't actually managed to get any booking for a table at the Euphoria...By the time we reached there, theres already no more good liquor available except those Vodka bottle that we have totally never heard before...BAD~

BEFORE

With no further hesitation already, we ordered this Russian Vodka which somehow taste like gin and it really did its successful magic to kong out all of us until everyone were so high and I can't even stand still and went meditating for a short while after that!!! LOL~ As retard as it may sound...

AFTER

Okay, now I must have clarified that I had a GREAT tremendous wonderful night indeed at the MOS-Euphoria, Sunway Lagoon Resort and I sincerely thank my TineTine babe and most importantly, Ray the SugarDaddy for bringing us there...Such great experience at Euphoria is worth every single penny you've spent and it definitely has the right crowd and they've also got QUALITY DJ spinning the hitest music in club...MOS-Euphoria, when is gonna be my next visit wey?
Hmm...Till then~ Me signing off...

Hurt

2008-09-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

=( =( =( BabyNey is HURT & UPSET =( =( =(

Sigh...My finger hurts and my heart ache real bad!!! Haihhh...Why is so the wrong with me??? (Opps, pardon my England, can't be bother so much...)

First, let me curse 9 9 the stupid Sunway Pyramid's idiotic tong sampah...!@#$%^& Very the STUPIAK I tell you!!! Who the hell on earth in the first place got such people designed their tong sampah cover to be so heavy and MUSTTT let the user pushed the entire cover inside in order to just throw in a small can of unwanted drink??? Who is this stupid idiotic freaking dumb designer??? WHY??? You come tell me why you design such stupid product...Sigh, now thanks to your smart ass design and I got my poor middle finger's punya skin peeled off so bad that after God-knows-how-long- ady, the poor lil skin is still bleeding even with the plaster on!!!

Haihhh...I think I should just sue them for negligent weh??? Compensate me for your inappropriate design and now that my poor lil middle finger is so kesian to be cacated for over a short period...Yeah, I think I should just do it cause I shall be one pain-in-the-ass consumer myself before me myself become one SMART and CONSIDERATE Interior Designer in another 3 more months time...DANG!!!

On the other hand, me heart ache bad bad...SIGH....

BabyNey miss DC the boo boo so much...

Why can't I seems to get rid of your name lately...Everywhere I turned or see seems to have your name posted everywhere...Its killing me softly you know that??? I am suffering no good =(

Missing you real bad now...Huhu~

LUCT-ID Mooncake Festival Gathering

2008-09-27T23:45:00.009+08:00

Ok guys, this is the post posted LUCT-ID04' Mooncake Festival Gathering Dinner at Yuen Buffet Steamboat Restaurant in Bandar Sunway two weeks ago...Well yeah, it was indeed our very first big gathering after so long and I am so proud to present you our very 'big' gang of current and ex-LUCTians who made it for the event!!! They are (Standing from L-R) SuMin, Christine, Chloe, Tammy, Janice, Jesslyn, Me (the organizer), Kevin and HanPin (Seated from L-R) Eazy, HuiYing, YuetMei, MayYee and Julia.Hehe...Actually I had set up a colorful theme for the dresscode that night but it seems that majority of us turned out with RED while a minority of the Blues and Green...

Red team pimped out the most!!!

The green eventually turned into a Christmas tree with many reds deco and a purple wrapped gift *Tsk tsk*

Catching up with old buddies that night was great while makan-makan with so many food available was just simple IRRESISTABLE!!!

See, even I tried warning you guys not to come near our food =P

Sharing the 'filling' with TineTine babe while letting 'Ball One Singh' swimming all alone in the TomYam pot =P

Okay, I shall let the pictures do the rest of the talking aight!!!
Hmm...Enough of that yet? Hehe, there are actually loads to go but I am damn tired of editing already...Perhaps next time la?

Okay, thats the end story of the steamboat buffet dinner and the second round had been proceed to Halo Cafe at Sunway Pyramid with more and more crazy stories to be continued...Yes, the very-not-welcome-guest invited himself to come and everyone's mood was all ruined for the day until Kevin actually got high with the Grape Soda and started exposing his legendary 'Shy Shy Girl' actions to woo everyone off...Hahaha...Great try dude!!!Alrighty then...Heres our last cheers to the next meeting which might be God-knows-when...Adios and do take good care of yourself...We will see you again when we see you =D

back Back BACK!!!

2008-09-26T17:52:00.004+08:00

Hola people~

Hehe...Yes, I am back again, I AM BACK =D Ala, sorry for the disappearing act wey *innocent* Me not intended to fall terribly sick for almost a whole week leh...I had SUPER high fever + flu + cough + Tonsillitis throat infection in one go...Pity me bah at least? No??? You don't believe me ah? Okay wait...

Tadah!!! Look, I have got prove!!!

Hehe...Yes people, I know I looked funny with the goggle and green cloth on my forehead but trust me in this...This is what a crazy 40 degree Celcius high body tempreature can do to you =P Well, I couldn't seems to find a hairband to keep the cloth stay at that particular spot while I was working on my assignment even during sickness *aww* Then here comes the brilliant idea of just stuffing the wet cloth with a goggle right on my forehead instead!!! Hahaha...Smart right? Hehe...Okay, then now lets just not to mentioned the later when I went for Doctor and got myself an injection at my bum *blush*

Hmm...So what should I blog about after so long...Woah, now I think and think...Actually, I still got a lot of things haven't update you guys in my blog which include the LUCT-ID Mooncake Festival Gathering Dinner, Nuffnang MammaMia The Movie Premier Screening...What else, what else? Personal emo + unresolved problems and and and...Woah, a lot la...MALAS ady =(

Anyway, first thing first...That day Premier Screening for MammaMia The Movie at GSC, OneUtama was AWESOME!!! Hehe...I am planning to watch it for the second time leh...Anyone interested? Nah, I think I better still go with my TineTine Gan this time =) Wanna dot dot dot mah...Hahaha...Eh, don't think the wrong way ah...I mean 'to have Good-Old-Time' with her...Jeez, smack your head!!!

Okla, don't want to spoil you guys punya mood first cause I actually wanted to post up one of the song showcased in the movie...Hmm...Nehmai, nehmai...Thou shall patient, thou shall WAIT~ Hahaha...Ciaoz first before I get killed...Bye~

Standing up, stretching far Updated

2008-09-17T22:21:00.006+08:00

Before I start blogging on this post, let me fill you with the VERY inspiring song that got me feel much better after all the incidents that put me down lately...

Here you go the song sang by a group of famous female artists for the Standing Up for Cancer Event...They are Mariah Carey, Beyonce Knowles, Mary J. Blige, Fergie, Leona Lewis, Natasha Bedingfield, Sheryl Crow, Carrie Underwood, Miley Cyrus, Rihanna, Ashanti, Nicole Scherzinger and LeAnn Rimes

Just Stand Up

Everything will be alright, yeah
Alright, yeah

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It’s like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Sheryl: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that

Miley: Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don’t let up

LeAnn: Don’t you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Oh yea, before I forgot...I've got something to announce to everybody :

I've finally got the confirmation email from Nuffnang for the invites to the Mamma Mia The Movie PREMIER SCREENING at GSC, OneU on the 22nd September 2008, next Monday at 9pm!!!

Yeah yeah yeah~ I am so damn happy when I checked the email just now...Hehehe...Don't jealous of me =P (Haha...Sorry la, I'm totally hacked by Lynn's bimbotic virus now) Anyway, this is something I should feel proud of...Iya, dah la this is the very first time I tried blogging about a movie before I even get to watch it AND not to mentioned how cool is it for a beginner in Nuffnang to receive such priviledge...Hehehe (See la Lynn, you SHOULD sign up and become one of the Nuffnanger also =P)

Hmm...So what I am going to do with a pair of tickets I have now? Well (again don't jealous of us), I am going to treat my buddy TineTine for the movie this time...Hehe...Its been long since our last watched-together-movie eh? Enchanted at Sunway Pyramid, remember? Hahaha...Damn, I so totally remember every single moment of it =)

Heheh...Thinking of writing her a very 'special' dating notes since people so bad never pick up my call and not replying my msg until now...Okla, I will make you embaress 9 9 in the public =P

Dear TineTine babe, can I date you for a movie PREMIER, not?

Hahaha...I know she will probably slaughter me when she finally see this but heck, who asked you never reply *Evil grin* Eh, still got other people want to watch it leh...Lynn is next in the waiting list and if happened that we all can't make it, lots of other Nuffnangers are waiting leh!!! See Ney so good put you on the priority list =P Let me know fast fast la...

*Updated news* TineTine cant make it cause she worried of the next day's CRIT...Sighhh =( Ney feel really disappointed but nevermind...Lynn is going with me =)

Aihhh...Now I believe everything is gonna be alright if you trust in the good and follow your heart!!! Keep the feet on the ground and face your head up buddies...Ciaoz~

Not good

2008-09-16T21:12:00.005+08:00

Quote of the day :
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass
It's about learning how to dance in the rain

Life is indeed a bed of roses
and thou shall never regret on the choices made

Conversation as recorded :
Friend : Hey babe...
Friend : Hows life? How have you been?
Me : No life...Not doing good either =(
Friend : Why???
Friend : What happened my dear?
Me : I dunno...Everything just seems to be WRONG!!!
SO WRONG!!!
Me : Sigh...I bet you wouldn't understand my situation like this...
Friend : Okay...
Friend : Cheer up la darling, I am always here...
Me : Yeap, I know...Thanks for being there though...
Friend : Everything happened for a reason and hopefully everything is gonna be over soon...
Friend : Just hang in there ok?
Friend : -hugsss-
Me : =|

Hmm...I am not good la...STILL NOT GOOD after all...

Sigh...Problems had been multiplied by 2 and now its actually worst than what I had in mind =(

BabyNey is DEPRESSING!!! =( =( Deep deep one this time =( =(

Liz's Farewell @ The Attic, Bangsar

2008-09-14T00:54:00.007+08:00

Oh well...Its another sad season which more and more people that I know are now starting to pack and leaving to the UK one by one soon...Sigh~ When is gonna be my turn to throw such farewell ah? I wonder really...Anyway, this farewell party was actually held last week at The Attic, Bangsar for the Phun's brother and sister =) Elizabeth aka Liz are going away to far far land, Scotland for her studies at RGU while the brother, Jonathan are going away for work at KK, Sabah...Along the day, I would conclude that the party was great and not to mention meeting up new friends are AWESOME!!! Hehe...Then again, me and Lynn were still pretty much quiet and perhaps we do really need to pick up our social skills next time around =P
Today is the day Liz flying off with Jocelyn together...Sorry can't be there at KLIA to send you guys off but here I am, giving you guys BIG BIG HUGS and do remember to take good care of yourself yea!!! Till then...

9908

2008-09-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

Strike the numbers above and you will probably be as UNLUCKY as I am...

Sigh...My laptop's hard disc fucked up in this very special day of the FINAL semester...YES, let me remind you again...ITS FINAL SEMESTER!!! Basically, everything inside are gone...No back up (Well, actually got...BUT, I deleted the files in the morning before this shit happened) and needless to say in retrieving anything I had just finished for this semester... SIGH~ To top thing worst, my VERY PRECIOUS interior design pictures and material samples are also GONE TOO!!! How great is that to be???

Arghhh...I just feel like giving up everything...VERY VERY HARD FEELING to see all your work gone just like that and you can't help much but to stay there watching time pass by and the lecturers will just probably be annoying you to hurry up in your progress...

Sighhh...At this point I am just filled with much depression, frustration and more anger towards myself...I hate mylife, I HATE MYSELF!!!

Lost and stuck

2008-09-08T05:19:00.008+08:00

Sighhh....

Just woken up by a dream actually...Well, a dream that got me crying so bad after so long is definitely got something to blog about isn't it?

Hmm...Whats about it anyway?

Oh well, I wouldn't say its a bad dream after all but rather something that got me worried and started to think deep...Sigh, I am feeling so lost and stuck...I mean in my life...I don't know what are my plans anymore...For once and all, I no longer have the instinct of what I should be doing in a couple years of time from now...I don't have my dream, I don't have any aims...I am so so lost of direction of where I should be going and doing...

In the dream, I remembered my Mom asking me what are my dreams in life...To a shock, I paused and started to panic...I don't have any actually, I answered...But not long later I also explained the average designer's dream...I mean we designer want to design something for the future that the products itself are function-able and of course this must have become the satisfaction of what and why we chose to be in the creative problem solving industry...Righttt???

Sigh...Don't know la...Been feeling emo and stress and lost and sad and and and...SIGH!!!

Okla, I think I shouldn't influence you guys too...Nitez and much love~

Designer's life

2008-09-05T01:42:00.011+08:00

Oh well...Practically in another 3 more months to go, I am gonna graduate from the ugly-black-uni and start calling myself a qualified Interior Designer then...WOW~ *exaggerate the gagak effect a bit* Hmm...Its been long and draggy 5 years of studies and now that I wonder how would my life be like as a designer in the practicing built environment industry?
Designer, a person who design something, are usually implies being creative in a particular area of expertise, which often than not, being responsible for developing the concept and also to make drawings or models for something new that will be made by someone else...
Their work often takes into the consideration of not only how something will look like but also how it will be used and how it will be made...In this case, it pretty much explained the saying of FUNCTIONALITY over aesthetic or form follow function!!!
Then and again, the working styles and principles of each designers in the same profession are often at a GREAT difference!!! Design has no right or wrong in justifying one's idea but rather the matter of how oneself perceive things going...After all, I guess I wouldn't have much problem dealing with life as such in the future since I had already determined my choice of life long before I enrolled into this course and now that I am finally completing it soon to proceed to the next level of life changes =D Looking forward and I believe bright future waits ahead!!!

THE weekend

2008-09-01T09:54:00.017+08:00

First of all, don't you mind me screaming out loud here at the very best I could and you there lil reader please pardon me for the next few seconds, can? Sigh...Okay, here it goes~

DAMNNN!!! I AM FREAKING BROKEEEEEEEEEE!!! =(

Ahhh, now got better a lil but still...Sigh *heart ache* Boohoo...My wallet is gonna remain empty for the next few weeks man...Sobs =( Anyway...Before it got me explain a lil bit further about what happened over the weekend, heres some notice/reminders to my friends ok? Hey guys, I am damn broke now and so please don't ask me to go makan-makan or shopping or yumcha or movie or party or singK or many many more other activities that would required me to spend money on for the next few weeks, can? Sigh...Life sucks from now on...

Hmm...What should I start off with? Okay...Over the weekend, I first had a very nice dinner with Lynn at BiCook, Bandar Puteri Puchong and then later partied at Nadine's farewell at Pallacio AND also the LOFT at the Heritage Row in KL downtown...

- My superHOT smoking sexy babe =* muacks love you lots darling -

Money spent on dinner : RM 33

Money spent on party : RM 40

Next, I have got to shop all day long with Lynn and the Gan's sisters at Sunway Pyramid AND also watched one stupid-ending-which-left-you-questioned-what-actually-happened- punya movie at TGV...

- My favorite dress of the day from Forever 21 -

I mean seriously, Babylon A.D sucks big time man...It was all great in the beginning but somehow it just went 'hero to ZERO' towards the end...Potong stim~
Anyway, it was later after movie that we went over to the RedCom office at PJ SS4 cause Lynn was called to be in office to finish up some work...Awww, poor Lynn...I know its holiday but why you still gotta work...You need a life and get yourself social weh woman!!! Hahaha...Money spent on breakfast : RM 6
Money spent on Starbucks : RM 14
Money spent on clothes : RM 175
Money spent on movie : RM 11
Money spent on dinner : RM 10

Okay, thats the so-called a VERY eventful weekend huh? LOL...Now you all know why and how I got so broke and sorry I don't mean its you guys punya fault and I really don't intended to offend anybody okay? =) So, I think my confession of SINS that I had done over the weekend will end here...Oh yeah, THE memorable, unforgettable and best still, unbelievable WEEKEND!!! Jeez~

Stress + tired

2008-08-29T19:17:00.006+08:00

Damn tired and stress and and and...Sigh =( I have got so many things to worried about...Why life have to be such a bitch? WHY??? Can anybody tell me why!!!Assignment piling on the table and guess whats the greatest news is : my design has no progress YET!!! =( How to die, tell me how to die??? Arghh...I have been stuck in front of my computer the whole day already but still reading just NOT enough about the Y generations' need...Sigh, I am super damn hungry now but the thought of walking out my bedroom to the kitchen seems so far and UNREACHABLE!!!

Dammit~ Can someone invent some high technology food just like what the 700 years later punya energy refresh drink showed in the Wall-E? Can can can? Can lah~ I am so upset with my life at the moment...Nabeh~ All thanks to that ShinChan idiot and Urban Architect Wannabe who think they are the superior in design...SOHAIZzz (opps, pardon the pun)!!!

Blah~ I hate it when someone who don't know anything about your project and ASSUMED that she know everything about it and hence started to comment non-stop on what I supposedly be doing...Sigh...Why la you so kaypo on my work? Got nothing better to do meh? Biatch, how about i give you a piece of advice here can : Mind your own business and f**k off!!! You are not the lecturer and you don't have the right to comment on my work while you yourself are not good at doing yours right *L on my forehead*

SIGHHHHHHHHHH...Signing off...Gotta go eat something and continue reading =(

Semester 9, 2008

2008-08-27T19:08:00.010+08:00

Final Project IA 421 : Restaurant Nostalgika

Realized and moved on

2008-08-27T06:08:00.015+08:00

Teehee...I've got nothing to blog about actually =P But then again, for the sake of writing down something when deep thoughts start to roll in my mind...Its all good you know? Haha...Oh well, life has been boring again these day cause final project for design is kicking in...Oh no, here goes my sleepless night schedule coming next =(

Hmm...So, don't know what actually happened to me these days...I kind of came out realized a lot of things in my life...Things that once I was so stubborn to listen at other people's opinion and not to say that I even argued with them cause I thought it shouldn't be like how they said!!! Hmm...Stupid ain't it?

Well, I guess time is the prove of everything...You know, time pass and people change!!! I don't know? Maybe just the change of mind, change of attitude, change of whatsoever...But I guess after all this is not so god damn important cause we do have other better things to do, right? Then again, we must have to admit that the process of change IS...And rather its the most important part of everything!!!

I always believe : Things happened for good...It changed you to a better person, prepares you a better tomorrow and it definitely makes you stronger and tougher to face the threats of the outside world...I know how much I can handle and I hope to make no regrets in my life...Well, looking back at all the heart breaks, disappointments over disappointment and so as other awful let down things that eventually happened to me...I realized it really gave me a lot of courage and challenge to experience life that other people don't...Indeed, I have gone through way enough at this age of mine and I am really happy for myself to survive and get through all these shit by now...So, don't you dare judge me just enough from what you see...I could be just more than what you think I might be, so lets get our own life and move on...

Quotes from Linkin Park's [Leave Out All The Rest] to you -

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else care

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I am done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be affraid
I've taken all my beating
I've shed but I'm me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

A gathering date

2008-08-25T00:41:00.009+08:00

Hmm...Not exactly as what you might be thinking *whack* But yeah, it just a normal night out with a close friend of mine =)

Anyway, really had some fun time tonight catching up and gossiping with you my dear...Thanks the pekok if you know who you are =P Hehe...Sorry, can't stop laughing whenever I think of why I used to give you funny names...Lol...I bet we were still young and childish back then huh? Its been a long time since then and its good that we still keeping up the jokes and updates for each other =) For the good sweet time eh?

Oh well, actually theres nothing much for me to really blog about the night as both of us were so busy catching up with each others' latest stories and we didn't even have the chance to snap a single picture for ourselves...Ala cheh, not like it matters anyway...

So, the movie of tonight was Wall-E which is a production done by the PIXAR Studio of the ever famous Disney Pictures...Hmm...Hey guys, do go and watch it if you haven't watched yet cause I bet you wouldn't want to regret for such nice show Disney had put up with...Hah, now I have to also admit that this is a damn cute animation movie which they are just fine great to please everyones' satisfaction for watching such 'kiddy' film...Well well, no offence aight!!!
After movie, we headed off to the Gardens to have our dinner at the Flying Chillies =D Spicy Thai food are made available here...Wooptiedo + Yumyum!!!
This restaurant do has some eye-catching facade entrance and the simplicity design of it evolves around the common white color as main ambiance but colorful lighting and those lil soft comfy pillows worked as the compliments to make this space looked more lively...
Anyway, we ordered 2 side dishes and steamed rice for both of us and I am lovin' it very very much =) Hehe...Spicy food can never leave me just alright...Would love to come by next time and try out their TomYam Kung for sure *drool* I can't wait...Who wanna date me this time? Hehe...Ignore the perasan-ness and ciaoz~

Mamma Mia! The Movie

2008-08-24T00:50:00.017+08:00

Mamma mia, here I go again. My, my, how can I resist you?

Aighty then...Guys, heres the snippet of Mamma Mia! The Movie if you all wants to know how roughly can the storyline go...
Donna (Meryl Streep - the one stars in the Devils Wear Prada), an independent single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island, is about to let go Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), the spirited daughter she's raised alone to her fiance Sky (Dominic Cooper)...For Sophie's wedding, Donna has invited her two life-long best girlfriends, the practical and no-nonsense Rosie and the wealthy yet multi-divorcee Tonya, from her one-time backing band called Donna and the Dynamos...But Sophie has secretly invited three other guest of her own...On a quest to find the identity of her father to walk her down the aisle, she brings back three men, the businessman Sam Carmichael (Pierce Brosnan - the one stars in James Bond : Die Another Day), the banker Harry Bright (Colin Firth) and the adventurer Bill Anderson (Stellan Skarsgard) from Donna's past to the Mediterrenean paradise which they had visited there some 20 years earlier...Over the 24 chaotic magical hours, new love will bloom and the romances will be rekindled on this lust island full of possibilities...Hmm...Interesting~

Oh well, I am just here writing in some of my expectations on this movie, which is pretty much based on the blockbuster stage musical and its ever popular song sang by ABBA, about a bride, her mum and the three possible dads...So, to first start off with the acting in this movie...Just like what was expected for how Meryl Streep had acted in the previous movie named Devils Wear Prada, I bet this time her 'craziness' is gonna be some real fun acting to reckon with...I have not know much about her but to compare what she has acted last and now is something totally different in acting perspective though she still stay the same 'richness' in money wise =p
Next...The wedding party of pretty girl - Amanda Seyfried and hot guy - Dominic Cooper which expected gonna be real awesome one because the place to held the event is simply way across what defines a paradise!!! Jeez, the Greek island of Kalokairi is beautiful~ Now it makes me feel like just fly myself there NOW!!! Haha...Nah, I am just kidding~

What else? Hmm...Dramas, dramas and more dramas perhaps...Other than that, I think thats pretty much it before I can get myself a pair of tickets to go see it premier on the GSC at OneUtama with other Nuffnang Glitterati members on the 22nd September 2008...Pray for me fellows~

Updates

2008-08-22T21:06:00.019+08:00

**FYI : Please be well prepare for this very super long entry among all, at the moment =P These are all the lil updates of what I have been doing for the few days, which to be exact, since last Saturday onwards...ENJOY reading you people~

Sorry...Been really busy the whole last week and this week but TGIF (Thank God It's Friday) tonight, so here I am blogging the night out!!! Hehe...I know la, me perasan sikit won't make you die straight away right? Hmm...So, where should I start then...

Saturday Dinner

Okay, gonna make this one short and simple cause I don't have any pictures to blog about it actually...

Went out for dinner with Lynn at one of our favorite Italian restaurant in Bandar Puteri Puchong...Well, as usual, her very last minute plan when she text me over Facebook to check out whats my plan for that weekend...Obviously, turned out that I was pretty free on schedule but supposedly I need to work on my group assignments which I was then not in the mood to do it cause none of the group mates were putting effort to finish things up...So, I went for it and had our very usual long long conversation after meal =)
Money spent on dinner : RM 33

Sunday Outing

Now it goes the Sunday plan...Hehe, I think this outing was pretty much of the continuation of yesterday's dinner as people involved was the same and we talked about almost the same topic like we did the whole day long =P
Anyway...It was a full day out to The Curve - shopping, Cineleisure - movies, Ikano - shopping and IKEA - more shopping!!! Haha...I know I should be saving up my money but seems like I just couldn't resist the temptation when I see theres still money inside my bank account...Hmm...Bad Caney...This is BAD BAD BAD!!! Hahaha...

Oh welll...Despite of all the shopping done in a day, I think I kind of spent a lot particularly for the food we ate =S Ealier on before the movie, we had our brunch at Penang House, popcorn combo set for movie, some 'healthy' fruit juice for tea time and last but not least, Shabu Shabu for dinner!!!

OMG~ Can you believe now that we have a BIG BIG stomach to fill in all the food? Jeez, what happened to our diet plan Lynn? What about the losing weight? Damn...I feel bad for myself now...

So, CONCLUSION of the day is :

' Pokkai + Fat Fat = Sad BabyNey x 100 '

Money spent on movie : RM 10.50
Money spent on clothes : RM 20
Money spent in IKEA : RM 9+
Money spent on food : RM 70+

Penang Friends Outing

Ok, last one to go...Finally got settled and done with both the assignments for IA Dissertation 499 class which to be the submission of site analysis in power point slides and presentation boards and so as my very own proposal paper for final dissertation project...Gah, got so annoyed with the site analysis project due to the stupidest ever lecturer and also the group problem...But thank God its all done and over now =)
Anyway, after so many hardworking days that I had put myself through...I thought of getting myself some rewards which of all things, to get my very first own J.Co Donuts...No, its not a dozen of it but HALF a dozen which to me its already good enough to make me happy all over again =D
So, whats your flavor, tell me whats your flavor? Damn...These donuts are nuts aight...It makes you go high to just bite off every single bits of it...Then and again, I don't actually remembered whats the name for all the assorted flavors I chose but what I did remember was CHOCOLATES, lots and lots of chocolates =D See, I told you...Its good enough to make me happy all over again...
So, back to the main story...I was there at Sunway Pyramid to meet up with Bin and her boyfriend, Xiao Fu, actually...Oh well, first time meeting the boyfriend and also the first time after the last time I met up with her...Gosh, its almost half a year plus back then...I am glad that we still made our efforts to at least meet up with each other whenever we can =* Thats what a true friendship will be like =)

Hmm...So, gatherings after gathering...Thats what I am talking about...After we were done with Sunway Pyramid, Asia Cafe at SS15 was the next station before we then decided that we should meet up with Hui at somewhere near to where shes staying, which indirectly we are directing ourself to our favorite hang out spot - Kei Tak Sek tong sui pou at SS2 whenever theres someone in the gang coming down from Penang...
Time flies and we die =P Haha...Nola, thats not what I mean exactly...What I do mean is that our ever long long conversation and gossiping came to an end when the shop starts putting off lights to finish up their business for the day...Then here you go again...More and MORE CAMWHORE-ING time =D
Money spent on donuts : RM 11
Money spent on dinner : RM 25+

Ahh...I am tired...Nite nite people~ Muacks

Giving up, waking up

2008-08-21T01:57:00.016+08:00

I am feeling damn tired of all this...
I am feeling exhausted to keep putting back things together...
I am feeling so lost to not be myself again...
I am feeling hollow inside out...
BUT then and again,
I really had enough of what tortures my heart...
I don't know if I ever gonna make a good decision in this...
I don't know if I ever gonna regret 9 9 after this...
I don't know if I ever gonna change my mind and run after you...
I don't know what should I do really...
BUT what i do know is,
I don't see the same you had for me anymore...

Oh, come on...
Please do tell me that I am right to do all this...
Please do support my decision making...
Please do give me some respect of how I should live my life...
Please do keep quiet and shut up right there and then...

I want things to be over now...
I want giving up hope that 'us' will never gonna happen...
I want to live life happily and simple...
I want what I deserved to have...

____________________________________enough said

Fall for you...DEEP DEEP!!!

2008-08-16T02:14:00.012+08:00

Fall For You
by Secondhand Serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a ~~girl~~ guy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a ~~girl~~ guy like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breath in so deep
Breath me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a ~~girl~~ guy like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a ~~girl~~ guy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

A letter to a friend

2008-08-15T01:16:00.024+08:00

Hey...I am back!!! Sorry...Again for so many days since i last blogged, just feel like scribbling down something new right here today...Feeling a lil emo tonight~ Anyway, apart from being good and all (yeah, perasan sendiri...I know =P) I am still feeling sick ever since the very last week which I think I did mentioned about it at here before...Sigh, yes that I still having the bad bad cough and I am actually wondering when I am gonna get rid of it =(
Hmm...So, how should I start off to blog about this entry...Well, nothing really that important though...Just maybe some of the lil thoughts over true friendship kind of problem that I think until now I am still searching for an answer for it...Sigh, I am just being a typical me that is sensitive and 'aggresive' towards every single details that is happening in my life...I can never simply let things go, can I?
Been feeling a lil gap among us these days, don't know what actually went wrong but hopefully it shouldn't be something serious...Right? So, how are you feeling these days? What are you up to? Well, I guess these are those questions that I have been wanting to ask you face to face but I also thought maybe you might need some time to cool off your own problem that you are facing...Whats really bothering your mind my dear? From what I have been observing lately, you don't seems like you want to share out your problems with me anymore =( Why ah? Apa macam? Why are we standing so far apart from each other and yet we are actually so close to know about every single things that has happened in a day...It really make me feels like as if I am a few thousand miles away from you now...Sitting down and start thinking deep...I can barely recall anything that we actually talked over the night in anyone of these days after our very last bonding session...Have I been really annoyed or pain in the ass to you that now you don't even want to bring up anything at me anymore? I am terribly sorry if I have ever been one to you...
Hmm...Still remembered those day when we used to share every single stories and gossip with each other and believe it not, the thoughts of every single bits of it are still clearly fresh in my mind...Really missed those sweet old times we spent together...All the laughter and tears we shared!!! Hehe...
(p/s : Don't get me wrong in this cause I am pretty much straight straight 'terus lurus' and I am definitely not 'sengeted'...Hmm...)

For once and forever, I never really thought we could actually be that close as a friend...Its hard for me to actually find true friendship when most of the people I know around me are so politically influenced by the culture there...I am feeling so grateful to be one of yours and thankful for everything that put us through...Babe, remember no matter what I will always be here for you...To lend a hand, to borrow my shoulder, to listen with ears and hug with arms...Don't worry, I won't be stingy to you =p

When friendship undergo a test
It's often found that old friends are still the best
The sampler on the parlor wall
Has these few lines written which they say it all
The best of friends can change a frown
Into a smile when you're feeling down
The best of friends will understand
Your little trials and then she lend a hand
The best of friends will always share
Your secret dreams and fear because they care
The best of friends worth more than a gold
So give all the love and a heart can hold

Good Guys vs. Bad Guys

2008-08-11T21:04:00.013+08:00

Haha...I know its just so out of randomness for me to bring up such topic today but believe me not, I am sure there is a lot of you out there gonna be nodding your head agreed to what I will be explaining later =D

So!!! Heres the fact that first of all I think each and everyone of you might have a lil different thoughts over the word L.O.V.E - to love or to be loved? Well, I personally believe that none of us have the will-power to choose which categories you want to or should fall in love with another and there is certainly no right or wrong for you to fall in love with someone whom you really care and definitely can't live without...Hmm, starting to sound a lil like the philosopher talking ady *tsk tsk*

ANYWAY...Speaking of such, I do find majority in our girls who would strongly agree with me that we girls often let the bad boys trample all over our heart while on the other hand, crushes the good ones under our heels yet still proclaimed and wondered 'Where have the good guys gone? Why BAD boys can make such GOOD boyfriends but GOOD boys sucks at being so!!! Aren't they both guys?' Hahaha...Ironic don't we?

Then and again, I do believe that there is always a truth of every woman that lies secretly underneath whenever she fall in love with someone...No matter who and how old the person is, they always want to fall in such a way that they are being helplessly abandoned, dizzying in the ride of highs and lows of heart-bursting happiness and so as those heart-breaking misery that will make them remember for life and definitely not forgetting every single bit of it...Yeah, you got me right!!! FALL DEEP DEEP!!! Hehe...

Undoubtedly, good guys will always be the rational choice or rather the logical option for girls when they grew older and tried to settle down for better future...When we girls finally made decision with our minds and reached by the rational thoughts, the good guys will win our physical beings but still not our hearts...Sadly and YES SADLY NOT OUR HEARTS!!! In spite, we girls often follow what our hearts tell us so and there goes the reason why we keep loving and falling for the bad guys while wishing it would be some passionate and adventurous love even though they will enslave us in becoming their servants that would pander to their every desires...

Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love~

So if ever come over to question between right and wrong in love matters, I would really be hard-pressed in deciding which would be which... Or rather saying for the better or worse!!! We all know BAD BOYS clearly make much better BOYFRIENDS but at the same time I would have to also admit and remind you girls that GOOD BOYS probably make better HUSBAND!!!

Haha...Feeling the love now? Hmm...I certainly have and heres the last verse for you who read till the very last part of this...Decide but don't regret!!! Peace out~

Gathering Dinner

2008-08-09T23:11:00.008+08:00

Hola people~

I am back!!! Hehe...Wassup everyone? Well, don't mistaken me for abandoning the blog again...Actually I am still sick BUT thank God its recovering though my tekak still pain pain and so as when the temperature turns cold at night, I will get the non-stop coughing time just like now...After all, I am feeling all good =) Don't worry, I am old enough to take care of myself...NeyNey is big big babygirl already okay~Hahaha...
Anyway, cut off all the crap...I just came home from a small gathering dinner with my babes actually...Oh well, last minute plan and we had it at the Bumbu Bali Restaurant, somewhere around Bandar Puteri Puchong if you ever get to know how famous their Balinese food are there for you to crave for...Hmm...So, to start off with the gathering story...Let's begin with how I got to know about it, shall we? Ahaa...It was Ian and Nadine's idea to plan for a gathering dinner at first...Well, more people were been invited actually but being typical of our gang punya 'promise'...It ended up with only the three of us left...Hmm...Anyway, I am not complaining cause after oh-so-long finally the three of us is meeting up again for more and MORE gossip time =p Hehe...Too bad, we couldn't help ourself nor resist the urge whenever we have time to hang out with each other...Sigh, now that I really missed those time when we all were still young and 'innocent' or rather to say being the typical fresh-bies in the all black university who gets woo-wow psycho about the culture there >.< Hmm...Time flies really fast...Another three weeks time, lil Dinie bear is flying off to London!!! Boohoo~ My babes leaving one by one...Suz is already there in London and so now Dine is joining her...When its gonna be my turn? I wonder...I DO REALLY WONDER...Sigh =(

SICK

2008-08-07T23:05:00.014+08:00

...I AM SICK...

Sigh...Why oh why? Today woke up feeling something weird about myself...Damn tired at first and then started feeling my throat pain pain...Then, there it goes - FEVER!!! Arghhh...I hate feeling body ache like this...I hate feeling sor throat...I hate feeling my nose clogged...I hate eating with no taste at all...

HELP!!!

Sigh...I know no bodies care...But really hoping he still do *smack for thinking terlebih* Okay, whatever then...Heading off to bed soon...I need LOTS OF REST as tomorrow working still =( Ish, now i know money is so so not the very easy to earn!!! Hah, ESPECIALLY when you need to stand whole day long~

Party the CocoBanana Way

2008-08-06T03:55:00.004+08:00

PARTEHHH~~
Last Friday night went party with the girl rangers at CocoBanana, Sunway Pyramid...Well, it was rather the very first time in the club with another 2 new faces to party with =) Hah!! Fun time indeed with free flow of liquor and so as our version of HOT + SEXY dance move...Hehe...Not sure whether we had killed some of the 'uncles' in the club not, but Jaslyn certainly has someone who actually walked over and say Hi with and then they had a few words there on the dance floor =D

So, the girls who attended were Christine, Jaslyn, Me, HuiYing and SuMin...Majority of us were in dress and the night just gone wilder when everyone start tossing their cup of liquor!!
Bosses in the house of that night was SuMin and Jaslyn's friend, Chong How whom with his friends, opened 3 bottles of Chivas for the party...Everyone had fun cause all I remembered was drink - dance floor - drink - dance floor!!None than others but i would like to just comment a lil about the club...Well, it was right before the party that i heard from Nadine that the club is full of 'uncles and aunties' which in a sense means no 'leng zai and leng lui' for us to see that night...
Well, I wasn't surprised that it really turned out to be true but rather feeling a BIG DISAPPOINTMENT towards the music they played that night which were really out of connection from one song to another!! Sigh...No more next visit to the club, i swear~
Anyway, this has been chosen as THE PICTURE OF THE DAY =D

Brand New Start

2008-08-05T22:02:00.006+08:00

Ohhhh yea...You see it damn right!! Hahaha...I AM NOW BACK TO MUH BLOGGING DAYS after God-knows-how-freaking-long since I last posted the very first entry to this blogspot...Hahaha...

Oh well...Still remembered how I was laughing my breath off at my friends for starting at their very first new blog entry just few weeks back before I came back to KL...How ironic!! Hahaha...I know, I know...Hehe...Hmm, now that I wonder what will be their response seeing me blogging my very 'wonderful' story of the day and so as the coming uncountable emo post entries on this lil page =p

Ala...Sorry, can't help myself in this...I have been feeling damn bored staying in the house alone-lone =( Boohoo...I have the whole apartment to myself and access to all rooms cause the very kind owner of the house let me stay for the last few months left till I finish up my course by paying ONLY my room rental...Yea, I know I should be thankful, happy and whatsoever...But, living all alone by myself simply makes me feel down!! Arghh...

Anyway, life has been a bitch here in KL and so was back in Penang...Well, I am not saying that I don't enjoy my life here BUT the thoughts that are playing in my mind and so does the worst ever feeling of trying to get over things are simply depressing in all sense...SIGH!!

Okla, i think thats for now...I am so tired to think of any liao =( Ciaoz~

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2007-10-01T16:10:00.004+08:00

-WELCOME to c@nEy.folio-

Hey people...I am BACK again for the blogging days =) But I supposed this blog are more likely to be used as my temporary portfolio website as I am still very the lazy to re-edit my web portfolio + to read through all the free website server thingy is TIRING!!

Anyway...Hopefully more posts will be up here while you guys pray for more free time I have here, just so that i can paste up...Aight, ciaoz and be patient waiting for more to come!!

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